Hello Again
The flood of it Rushing into my body Hands shaking, wanting to run A knot in my stomach A large stone in my throat Quick breaths, short breaths Breaths being held Disorientated, distracted Separated from reality and the now Shame stares at me with its sly ugly grin “It has been a while since I’ve seen you, love. How have you been?” Anger steps in between us A deep fire from within the belly Quickly extinguished by guilt and tears Is this it? Do I let the faucet run on? Until I’m too tired to continue treading these salty waters? Is this when I drown? A ringing, trilling life preserve A true dear friend on the other end Pulling me back to shore with words of reassurance Back to reality, back to the now And just like that The kids are fighting The dog is at the door whining because someone has rung the doorbell Supper is burning And for some reason I’m holding onto a hairbrush Continue on strong woman, you got this